I want....

• I want to wake up every morning to laughing babies, not crying ones.
• I want to move into my own house, not a rented one.
• I want to know exactly how to soothe my girls every time they throw a fit.
• I want to feel, for at least 60 seconds, like I'm actually capable of taking care of three babies.
• I want to get along with my husband every single day.
• I want to not have to ever worry about anything and everything.
• I want to be a culinary genius.
• I want to never ever for one single moment begrudge my calling as a mother to triplets.
• I want to have time enough to breathe in really deep and let it out. Then do it again.

Ok. Im done whining.